Would you honor thy mother and father if...?

My father raped me for three years and mother wasnt a very good mother but I am still with her and I forgave my father and mother and I honor them. Why because they gave me life, not a good one but whos life is good. I am happy because now I am stronger then ever and my love for Gd is stronger then ever because if Gd didn't exist then I would have killed my self a long time ago but I didn't because Gd stayed with me when I had no one and still am by myself because of how bad my past has affected me. You think things like this is a joke yeah keep luaghing. If you really are upset with your parents over a stupid piece of chocolate then what a weak spoiled brat you are.